@.mamamac: It hits different when you KNOW it’s the last baby. Scared to death to have 4 kids. Scared to death to have 2 under 2, again. Scared for another traumatic birth. Scared to deliver again at 37 weeks. Within the blink of an eye every bit of fear faded. In the blink of an eye almost 7 months have passed. I’d do it all over again. Every single time. All for them. #newborn