I have lost someone I am still searching for. It has been 17 years since I lost him. I have been searching for him even once to ask for forgiveness. I believe that one day I will find him. God will give me that opportunity. The fault was mine; I lost him intentionally. He was very sincere to me. I could not understand the intense pain of lost love, so much pain without words before. Because I was not old enough to understand then. Now I can feel every moment. Pray for me that God accepts my words. Otherwise, God will never forgive me. I will have to face severe punishment in that realm. And I will have to give up my good deeds. So I want to ask for forgiveness from him on this earth.💔