laikxynev_yue :
I can’t bring you back, no matter how many times I close my eyes and wish for it. You’re gone, and deep down, I know there’s nothing I can do to change that. But still, I miss you. I miss you infinitely, in ways that words could never explain. Every day feels a little emptier without you here. It’s not just your voice or your presence that I miss — it’s the sense of peace I used to have when you were around. I miss how everything used to feel right when you were still here. Now, even the simplest moments feel different, colder somehow, as if the world lost its warmth when you left.
Sometimes I catch myself looking back, going over old memories in my mind, wishing I could return to those days — to the laughter, the comfort, the silence that somehow still felt full because you were there. I wish I could have one more conversation, one more smile, one more moment to tell you how much you meant to me. But time doesn’t go backward, and all I have now are fragments of what we used to be. It hurts to realize that missing you has become part of my daily life. I wake up missing you, I go through the day missing you, and even when I try to sleep, my thoughts still find their way back to you. You’re no longer here, but somehow your absence has become a presence that never leaves.
Maybe someday the pain will fade. Maybe someday the memories won’t hurt as much as they do now. But for now, I’ll allow myself to feel all the pain, the longing, the emptiness — because that’s how much you meant to me. I can’t bring you back, but I can keep you alive in my heart. And that’s what I’ll keep doing, endlessly.
2025-10-28 09:04:39