Bao Bao :
2 years I bought a motorcycle with the sole purpose of going out with speed, im a speed demon i love cars so i just w anted to go out on an adrenaline rush doing the thing i loved. I had the specific place for it, i made a note for each my loved ones, and I set out. Got on the ramp 30mph, 60, 90, 120, 145 and now im barreling towards the designated spot. While riding one of the cars i passed had a license plate from my home state, im about 5 hours away from my home state so I instantly thought of home. I thought of my mom, i thought of her cooking, i thought how much destruction i would bring to her life, i imagined how she would react if she was woken up out of her peaceful sleep to hear the news about me. I let off, I stop at the place i was gonna let go. It was a bridge over a beautiful river that a concrete barrier and a sidewalk. I got off my bike and I cried for the first time im 5 years, it was the first time i had a genuine thought a nostalgic memory in 5 years. I dont think im in an any better mental position now than back then but i’ll still push on for my mother, she gave me everything and she gave up everything, shes lost enough
2025-11-29 11:05:03