i cant thank God enough for putting me through the pain, suffering, trauma, struggle, hardships, failure throughout my life. its made me who i am today. for years and years, even today still, i am hated. i smile because i know these 18 years of my life have been preperation for something bigger. i got my ged second semester of my junior year, i mentally couldnt handle it anymore, being laughed at, constantly talked about, being bullied to the point where i was laying on a bus, confused, & numb, with no expression but nonstop tears. completely empty. i shared my goals but was dissapointed when i realized no one had the mentality, determination i had. i started growing on social media, started working. i moved out at 17 in october, i pay my rent, bills, and everything else in between. and just in 3 days im leaving the state ive always lived in to live in a state where i know nobody. simply because i love living in the uncomfortable. i now have 6 sources of income, almost a year & a half my name has stayed on their tongues and that whole entire time i was silent, pushing to my limits, i can fully support myself, & doing exactly what i said i would do. i am at peace, for i know the plans God has for me are beyond. for those who have always supported me, thank you. i love every one of you and i hope to meet, inspire, and motivate yall to live a healthy life in all aspects, where you arent afraid to take the seperafe route. to not let hate, sadness, anger, fear, grief consume you. but instead to use it to make you stronger. God will never put you through something you cant handle. he always gives a way out. this has taken 2 hours to put together and i wanted to open up to you guys, so if youre still reading this, thank you, truly. if the majority of the people that hate u cant find a reason why they hate you come back to these verses. even though they might not see it, God is working through you, and the people who belong to the world will fear you, fear God, and project their hatred onto you. but nothing can stop u, no matter what keep your eyes straight ahead, stay in the present. #themessage #algorithm #fyp #overcome - @ellie.moore04