@jayydoesquotez: real I have realized having people around me does me no good. i enjoy being an introvert. i enjoy staying in the house instead of going to parties. call me boring but ig that’s just me. I feel as thought being weird is the same as being different and different is good because that means you stand out from the rest. I was hurt mentally but never seen the damage until i did physical damage to myself. i believe in TRUE. something in this generation know nothing about. this previous situation has caused me to open my eyes and see things for how they really are. i have alot of healing to still work on myself. trust me mental health is real im starting not to enjoy things i used to enjoy. social media is getting more boring and boring as time goes on. isolation is my best copping skill along with music as my therapy. giving up isn’t a option for me. my nonchalantness is getting worse and worse to the point where people think idc when i should care the most. my mood has been giving off a idc which then leads to people having a attitude but again idc i don’t feel completely heartless but without giving an explanation be if they dk what they did to get cut off in the first place, then goes to that show they wasn’t paying attention in the first place, you can only save yourself and god.