@bryliehatch: this is a super vulnerable post.. super raw & real. why do you always have your kids? why would you rather stay home with them sleeping than go out? why does everday consist of things with them? because since i was 3 wll ive ever wanted was my mom and thats all i never got.. being the child of the addict becoming a parent, theres a constant fear you are doing wrong or failing you kids somewhere. its giving your children the childhood you DREAMED of. its making the memories you PRAYED you had. its showing your children unconditional love. the statistics say im 8 times more likely than someone else to develop an addiction, 8 times more likely to be an alcoholic.. & those are odds im not willing to fall in. i will never understand how a subastance is more important than these 2 PERFECT boys... my duty is to protect the family i made… & make sure my children have consistent family.. to make sure they never have to heal from wondering why they werent enough for their MOM, or ANYONE in their life for that matter. For every second, of every damn day, i will protect thei little minds & hearts above anything. they will not have to work into their 20’s to heal trauma i caused.. & thats a promise.❤️ one day maybe something will pull youbout of addiction, until then know we love & miss you bigger than life mom.. if loosing us isnt rock bottom, what is it?🫤 #fyp #healing #growing #childofanaddict #addictionruinslifes #foryoupage #foryou #growth #movingon #addictionawareness #itaffectsusall #addictionsucks #boymom #singlemom #utahmom #hopeforrecovery #utah #youngmom #momoftwo #healingtok #addictiontok #iwishitwasdifferent
