@mckinley.bowles: oh man the past couple months have been HARD. its honestly so funny to me how the biggest “ christians” will sit and watch you suffer and talk about you instead of being there. i mightve done some bad things in my life but i did not deserve to be made fun of and talked about while in the hospital from literally trying to ☠️ ( iyk ) and you still be considered christian js bcs u didnt dress how i did. thats just so unfair. i went through all of this alone. the crying, the taking pills every twice a week, the forcing myself to throw up, the c|_|tting, the burning, or literally just doing anything i could to hurt myself. i went through all of it and where were u? ill always be the first to be there when someones upset but not one of those ppl i were there for were ever there for me. im glad i found God again bcs he might just be all ill ever have. #draft #cleaningoutdrafts #viralvideo #im18tiktokdonttakethisdown #foryoupage