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I used to make tiktoks to process through stuff I was going through. I made this when processing through the loss of someone I called my best friend and considered family. Sometimes  people are so self consumed and not self aware. No matter how much they try to convince you they’re the most selfless person. Actions will speak louder than any words. Watch what they do. And listen to the people who have been in your life for over a decade and know you that keep telling you to cut ties. My final straw was bending over backwards to be told it wasn’t good enough, to be blamed for everything when I uprooted my entire world and it was my fault for making things harder. I was constantly trying to save them from the fires they kept setting. That was my fault, I should have let them continue to fail, but I can’t encourage poor decisions. I stopped giving empathy when I realized how willing they were to use people. The homie hopping, the constant poor decisions, the instability. The shit never stopped rolling downhill. My several attempts to reconcile fell on deaf ears and the actions didn’t change. Radio silence. So after the hurt and with time in the quiet I was able to see it for what it really was. I was used. I was a place to dump emotions and cling to because everyone else had left them. They talked shit to people about me, including their now ex boyfriend, which come to find out, they’re a decent human who just got caught up in the  crossfire as well. My bestfriend didn’t like me, I wasn’t family to them. I was what they were willing to deal with until the next person came along. The difference was I actually truly cared about them, I had nothing to steal or gain. It was genuine. After all of it and reflecting back  I realized I never want to align myself with someone that is so commited to misunderstanding me and so self absorbed ever again. My close friends warned me for years this person was not my friend, they begged me to leave them. But I believed in them, I saw the good buried deep. They were just going through it and eventually would pull it together.  I’m sure someday they’ll see this. And here’s what I have to say.. I don’t wish you well. I wish you the  same continued friendships you alotted me until you learn. Your unhealed trauma that you take out on everyone else is why no one stays. You are all about doing the work but never actually change your behavior. It’s hypocrisy at best. This is why you have no one close to you. Why you continuously jump from person to person. There is zero stability in your value/character. I pray someday you can see how selfish and self absorbed you’ve become, using people for money, trips, fame and stop acting like person you need for content and actually learn how to truly love yourself and not your image. I believe somewhere inside of you is an awesome person.  And in that not hurt and push away everyone that’s tried so hard to be there for you. Maybe just not in the way you demand to receive it. I pray for you still, but wishing you well would not encourage you to grow. I hope you find what you need. #bestfriend #endofafriendship #badliar #endofanera #selfabsorbed #fake #traumaunhealed #bestfriendbreakup #selfconsumed #grow #growth
I used to make tiktoks to process through stuff I was going through. I made this when processing through the loss of someone I called my best friend and considered family. Sometimes people are so self consumed and not self aware. No matter how much they try to convince you they’re the most selfless person. Actions will speak louder than any words. Watch what they do. And listen to the people who have been in your life for over a decade and know you that keep telling you to cut ties. My final straw was bending over backwards to be told it wasn’t good enough, to be blamed for everything when I uprooted my entire world and it was my fault for making things harder. I was constantly trying to save them from the fires they kept setting. That was my fault, I should have let them continue to fail, but I can’t encourage poor decisions. I stopped giving empathy when I realized how willing they were to use people. The homie hopping, the constant poor decisions, the instability. The shit never stopped rolling downhill. My several attempts to reconcile fell on deaf ears and the actions didn’t change. Radio silence. So after the hurt and with time in the quiet I was able to see it for what it really was. I was used. I was a place to dump emotions and cling to because everyone else had left them. They talked shit to people about me, including their now ex boyfriend, which come to find out, they’re a decent human who just got caught up in the crossfire as well. My bestfriend didn’t like me, I wasn’t family to them. I was what they were willing to deal with until the next person came along. The difference was I actually truly cared about them, I had nothing to steal or gain. It was genuine. After all of it and reflecting back I realized I never want to align myself with someone that is so commited to misunderstanding me and so self absorbed ever again. My close friends warned me for years this person was not my friend, they begged me to leave them. But I believed in them, I saw the good buried deep. They were just going through it and eventually would pull it together. I’m sure someday they’ll see this. And here’s what I have to say.. I don’t wish you well. I wish you the same continued friendships you alotted me until you learn. Your unhealed trauma that you take out on everyone else is why no one stays. You are all about doing the work but never actually change your behavior. It’s hypocrisy at best. This is why you have no one close to you. Why you continuously jump from person to person. There is zero stability in your value/character. I pray someday you can see how selfish and self absorbed you’ve become, using people for money, trips, fame and stop acting like person you need for content and actually learn how to truly love yourself and not your image. I believe somewhere inside of you is an awesome person. And in that not hurt and push away everyone that’s tried so hard to be there for you. Maybe just not in the way you demand to receive it. I pray for you still, but wishing you well would not encourage you to grow. I hope you find what you need. #bestfriend #endofafriendship #badliar #endofanera #selfabsorbed #fake #traumaunhealed #bestfriendbreakup #selfconsumed #grow #growth

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