any mitski enjoyers? 🤍 mitski always has the realest lyrics like “if i gave up on being pretty i wouldnt know how to be alive”- ik my personality pushes everyone away once they get to know me so i need to at least look pretty to have a chance of keeping someone. “you have so much to do and i have nothing ahead of me” i rot in bed daily waiting to talk to someone especially my bf but hes always so busy w work/studies and everyone else is always hanging out w someone and cant reply often, i literally have 1h+ on my notes daily from talking to myself. “you love me so hard and i still cant sleep” no matter how much love he shows ik no one can love as much as i do so i feel so unloved even tho I KNOW he loves me. “i get mean when im nervous like a bad dog” I split on people whenever a trauma is triggered even tho i dont mean to its js a reaction from me to “protect” myself from harm. “so please, hurry, leave me i cant breathe, please dont say you love me” EVERYONE dear to me, was “forced” to leave me in a way, so when they leave theres always an “i love you” when saying goodbye which is much worse than growing apart w someone or leaving someone when disliking them. #columbina #columbinacosplay #cosplay #genshin #cosplay #arlecchino - @avithesleepy