@uncle.rommy: I genuinely have the most fun when I am on a mission to achieve something Because you learn a lot about yourself through that process..it’s self-realization I don’t think it’s necessarily “healthy” on paper to do But the ONLY way to understand the extent of your ability & power (or “fulfill your potential”) Is going to a place mentally where no one is willing to go That’s transcendence The people I care to be around are borderline psychotic about wanting to see what they are capable of while their time here on earth There is no greater journey for me and not everyone is wired like that But thats the point…no one has the answers to your life besides YOU Just listen to that gut instinct of yours and take action on that very instinct You just might be surprised with where it takes you