Rury_luri :
I’m surprised I haven’t taken my life yet, my life has become a living nightmare, I used to be happy energetic always happy, now I’m at my lowest point of my life, everyday I don’t eat breakfast go to this classroom and learn nothing, I don’t understand what there even saying because I forgot how to speak the language there I just keep failing i lost all hope that I’ll be happy again, I do might actually just end it, I can’t take this anymore it’s too much I can’t handle it, I don’t know how to talk about my feelings I always I talk to myself a lot of how I feel but getting it to come out of my mouth is so hard. School and Covid Ruined my whole life it destroyed me. My mental health is so bad, I wanna kill myself I just wanna die but I’m too much of a coward to do it, I hate myself I’m such a loser stupid worthless a failure useless human being ima disappointment. I just wanna disappear I hate myself, everyday I repeat the same cycle, it’s draining I lost all hope. poeple judge me but they don’t half what I’ve been through. when my loneliness is so bad that u actually start wondering when will it end, I’m so tired and alone to the point i genuinely want to know if anyone even cares about my existence.
2025-03-20 11:26:13