@thecollinskids: I will forever shout it out…I’m nothing special. I’m not superwoman. I’m not made for this. I’m not extra patient. I’m not chosen. I haven’t always dreamed of this or wanted this. I’m not rich. I’m not Mary poppins. I don’t have family help. I’m imperfect with flaws like everyone else. But I’m willing. Willing to give God my life and my body. Willing to be the vessel used to bring forth life in God’s will and not mine. Anyone can do this. I don’t care how impatient, undeserving or poor you are. You can trust God. You can commit your family size to Him. You will have to go all in. That means you trust him with it all. You will have to be refined and sanctified. And I’m here to proclaim and testify, through every fiery impossible trial…he’s faithful. #motherhood #family #11kids #iwouldhaveneverdreamedthisup #hesfaithful #imnosuperwoman #imnotspecial