I don't know how to explain it, but lately, it feels like everything is slipping away. I'm stuck in a place where nothing feels right, and I'm so tired of pretending that it does. There's this weight inside me that I can't shake, and no matter how hard I try to push it away, it just lingers. It's like I'm constantly battling against something I can't even name. I keep waiting for something to change, for things to get better, but it's like I'm stuck in a loop, going through the motions without feeling anything at all. It's exhausting, trying to keep up appearances when inside, it feels like everything is falling apart. I put on a smile because I don't know what else to do, but underneath, I feel so empty. I wish I could tell you everything, but I'm not sure how. The words don't seem to come, and even if they did, I don't know if they'd make any difference. Maybe it's not about finding the right words anymore; maybe it's just about saying something, anything, to make this feeling of isolation feel less consuming. I'm not asking for anything. I just needed to say it, even if it doesn't change anything. I feel so lost, and I'm not sure how to find mv wav back. I don't even know if I can. Every day feels like I'm sinking deeper, and I'm tired. Tired of carrying this, tired of pretending to be okay when I'm not. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to keep feeling this way, but I don't know what else to do. I just needed to say it out loud, even if no one hears me. #mlbb #zyxcba #fyp #thecutthealwaysbleed - @abe_2high