@bridgezilla: the days leading up to chemo are beyond crazy. I have never experienced such a paralyzing anxiety 🥹 the treatments have been harder because I am walking into the appointment worn out from the last round… but it’s also the fact that i now know how sick it makes me and what is about to go down 👀 My friend Asia suggested I try dressing up for chemotherapy. She said “look good… feel good” and I’ll try absolutely anything to feel better at this point. 💗 plus it’s freezing with the cold cap so why wasn’t I wearing faux furs this entire time? ❄️ biggest thank you ever to our husband who has been my rock through this entire storm. what an angel busting out the homecoming markers!!! I know God is gonna use all of this somehow, someway but in the meantime… Do your Self exams please please please 💗 ily @Blacklane #bridgetandmike #breastcancer #ourhusband #marriage #Love