@himmelsblauwarm: at the end of the day i know others have different priorities and i might not be something they’ll think about a lot—which is fine. i can reach out, but i can’t even categorize my feelings properly either and i know that I don’t feel frustrated towards those around me but rather myself and trying to find the blame within someone other than me.
Thinking about all I'll say when someone finally asks, but the moment I do I say nothing but "I'm fine!!"
2025-05-14 07:08:41
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croddford😌 :
It’s attachment issues that linger into adulthood. How an adult treats a child is how they view love. this one lady said it’s like being in withdrawal from love so you search for it everywhere but primarily strangers bc it’s easier until they aren’t a stranger anymore.
2025-05-20 06:05:24
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suzy ݁丰. ݁ :
why is this genuinely the realest thing i have ever seen
2025-05-14 06:41:15
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ǝᴉxǝl 💋𖦹🎧 :
it’s been noticed and i hate it, but if it’s not noticed then i also hate it
2025-05-13 22:47:35
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Алиби 🌀 :
im always available and want to help others but i cringe so hard anytime anyone actually notices me and wants to help. i push away every1 that cares about me and then complaint of how alone i am. i feel sick
2025-05-14 22:23:36
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user103332863 :
this is so real. i feel such strong resentment towards people who didn’t help even though i know deep down i wouldn’t accept it
2025-05-13 23:22:36
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RedBeanKimchi :
We are our own demise if we do not speak our mind. Openly express yourself, cry if you must, but do not bottle yourself because one day you’ll explode. Only you alone can change yourself.
2025-05-20 03:24:58
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Ju :
silent repost
2025-05-13 21:05:43
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݁𝄞. :
in all honesty, no one really cares unless it directly affects them, but that shouldn’t mean you invalidate yourself. you feel the way that you are because you’re caring and empathetic-
2025-05-14 06:12:23
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Jess :
heavy on shying away when someone finally does care and wants to get to know the real me…
2025-05-14 12:50:44
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bløøm :
i get u so bad this is how ive been feeling for monthsss and the more i notice it the worser it gets
2025-05-13 22:54:00
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michh :
ho is this a personal attack
2025-05-14 18:26:57
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aimarni🪽 :
heavy on i crave to be understood
2025-05-14 11:22:42
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maisie :
they pretend to care at first but when they realise it’s real they think it’s too much it feels selfish because we were so close and now everyone forgot about me like i’ve been wiped from your mind. like a memory you can’t recall if it was a dream or not. you withdrew all your efforts regarding me and i’m not allowed to be upset about it. i truly do not understand
2025-05-13 22:57:09
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izzy 💌 :
I literally got unexcited for my birthday and I'm thinking of cancelling everything just to be left alone what is this I don't like it i
2025-05-13 22:20:21
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amelia ⋆。𖦹°⭒˚。⋆ :
that frustration is yearning to be let out and consuming me whole as anger, i hate who it's making me become but i hate how I'm letting this rage make me who I'm becoming.
2025-05-14 21:26:53
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♡ :
I think I feel bad for wanting to be seen bc I don't want people to think I love it when they talk about me. I think that's why I shy away bc I cant stand the situation where someone is watching me but somehow at the same time I crave it
2025-05-13 22:55:08
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𝓂𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎☠︎︎ :
Are u living in my brain
2025-05-19 00:19:36
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°•➡Melicious⚘ :
quite exactly how I feel but at some point, it feels like it's attention seeking
2025-05-14 20:11:16
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isaac :
this but i can't handle being alone
2025-05-18 17:14:33
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ℳ :
oh this is too real I feel so stuck and at this point just accept it even tho I crave the attention so badly
2025-05-18 01:09:43
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alex🍓 :
i compleatly understand, you could clearly see that i was in pain, but nobody helped me, i guess people are just too self centred and superficial. they don’t care, they never did… but now that i’m a bit better they come and judge my actions, my grades dropping, quitting my favourite sport… my mum was dying, everybody knew but did nothing to help me. i’m only fifteen, but they treated me as an adult, and complain if i act my age, if i crash out, they say i’m too much. all that’s left of me is deep shame for the person i’ve become. I’m still burning with resentment, i feel as if i’m rotting inside
2025-05-14 19:24:30
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