🏐🏔✌ :
my dearest Allie, I couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real. and if in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. the best kind of love is the kind that awakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. that's what you've given me, that's what I hope to give to you forever.. or. My dear Arthur,
You never showed up, and now, after looking at the newspapers, I understand why. I don’t imagine you will receive this letter, but I nonetheless must send it. Arthur, oh, Arthur. I was just starting to dream the silliest and softest of dreams. I miss you, and I will always miss you, but I cannot live like that, and it seems you cannot live any other way.
When I’m with you, the world makes sense; but when we are apart, I see clearly that your world is not a world from which one can escape. I’m so sorry, for everything, for everything long ago and for starting up that business again. There’s a good man within you, Arthur, but he is wrestling with a giant. And the giant… wins, time and again. You’ve broken my heart again, and I fear I have broken yours.
For that, I will never forgive myself, but you must let me go now. I enclose a ring you gave me many years ago, when we were both young, not because I don’t like it, but because I care for it far too much and it reminds me too much of you. I hope, one day… you will find some people in love who can use this, for it kept me thinking of you all these years, and I hope by returning it to you I can finally be free.
Goodbye
2025-08-12 08:45:35