ykw im tired of kissing the brick before i throw it😾 — ⚠️ i created the monologue, it did not happen in the bond floating floraletter. but it was talked about so i made a little ‘what if’ of what would happen if.. ykwim.. ur welcome ! — i miss my pilot/colonel husband thats so harsh on everyone and kindest to his love and loves acts of service and doing it because hes in love and going to work looking like a sexy man that yearns for a woman hes in love with thats also in love with him those purple eyes that glisten in the summer rays of the sun flowers blooming in the distance as the smell lingers in the air his brown hair that shines in the light and darkens in the dim his 6’1 ft figure looming over like an assertive man yet his touch his gentle and smooth like butter his touch that sends a shiver down your spine with a tingling sensation with a little poke, his racing heart whenever you get close his saddened eyes that avert from your gaze before he plasters a smile to convey the emotions inside of him to keep him from losing control and planting it on the only thing/person he has left his comfort of his warm hugs that fills you with affection in just a few minutes his words of affirmation, always sure to confirm and deny all for you his eyes never lie and his mouth always speaks the truth no matter how harsh his sentences come out to be someone that wants to keep you safe and away from the dangers of the world that might seem toxic but really its his way of showing he cares about you and only you and only wants whats best for you who wants you all to himself while no one else can have you the sharp pain in his heart when you disagree to terms that he suggests just to keep you safe someone that would never show up in the outfit from war he knows you hates because its a version of himself even he doesnt like the one that reminisces the past and how they used to be all to stay close to you so he will always bring it up when the two of you are together the man for years since he was a kid had yearned for a girl so much its unstoppable and not once will it ever stop because hes so locked into his feelings that they couldnt tear away from his heart even if he wanted to the man that put himself in pain and agony experiments on experiments that couldve been fatal all for the love of his life so they wouldnt target her they wouldnt kill her or take her away the constant nightmares of the possibilities of the love of his life leaving the world completely watching her die over and over again to wake up and realize it was all a nightmare yet even in the real world he cant be as close as he could be to his love because it will only bring more pain but not he proposed as long as its pain from her hes okay with it as long as its for her he’ll die for it because in the end everything is ‘for her’ — cc; ditraxz, scp; jeansseditz — #caleb #calebedit #loveanddeepspace #loveanddeepspaceedit #calebloveanddeepspace #lads #ladsedit #fyp #fypage #恋与深空 - @kyokoyi