I miss her more than I can even explain. It eats at me every day, not just because I lost her but because I know I’m the one who messed it all up. I hurt her and I hate myself for it. I hate that mistake I made and I swear on everything I’ll never do that again in my life. I hate how I self sabotaged something so real and pure. I didn’t communicate like I should have. I held things in. I pushed her away when all I ever wanted was to pull her closer. We were both misunderstood, both trying to love each other in ways we didn’t always understand. But even through the confusion, I still loved her more than anything. I want her to come back. I miss her voice, the way it calmed me down, the way it brought me peace no one else could. I miss our memories, they were the best moments of my life. Our first kiss, our first hug, when we would cuddle and just exist next to each other like the world didn’t matter. I miss how it felt to be hers and to call her mine. I hate that we aren’t together anymore. I hate that we’re forced to pretend to just be friends like none of that ever happened. I would give anything to try again, just one more time, to do it right, to be better, to love her the way she deserved from the start.
2025-05-24 23:37:52
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topxevv :
love of my life?
2025-05-27 15:00:47
63
️ :
i miss my grandmother sm😕
2025-05-26 00:01:08
3
Love📀 :
How life has been everyday since I lost the loml
2025-05-26 01:20:31
235
˖°𓇼🌊⋆🐚 :
Loml means love of my life
2025-06-21 21:07:48
14
bibek7 :
loml = love of my life ✨❤️
2025-05-26 03:21:29
10
愛 ່ 𝒥ℴ𝓈𝓈𝒾୨ৎ :
Traducción plis
2025-05-25 23:58:14
19
. Reyn :
it's my fault tho
2025-05-25 14:17:51
5
martina💖 :
we havent broken up yet but i hurted him
2025-05-26 01:56:04
3
JC hoots 420 :
her name starts with an e
2025-05-29 18:30:14
1
agus :
she wanted to be with her loml
2025-05-27 00:17:34
1
You :
Why is this video on your screen? Are you okay?
2025-05-25 14:51:00
2
airkrm :
wiping off my tears even though it’s my fault
2025-05-25 11:23:39
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🎭 :
I need my sweet boy back 😔💔
2025-05-28 16:47:58
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Mia c: :
He didn’t even say goodbye-just blocked me like I didn’t mean anything. Every time I try something or am having a hard day he’s just not there anymore. It’s so frustrating that I don’t have anyone anymore
2025-05-29 19:05:40
3
Livia :
loml- love of my life
2025-05-27 13:57:56
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