ShaeYn :
waaa, I really thought siya na yung forever ko, pero I let that word "forever" to gaslight me..
And now? sinayang ko yung taong tinaggap ako for being a boy,he gave everything he can, he help me with everything, he was perfect for me, and I don't know how or when did I deserve the love he gave me...
then it all came down,... why? because of me. I let out that arrogant side of me, I made him feel unworthy, I made him feel like I don't trust him, I made him feel lonely, I didn't made him feel loved, I FAILED to be his expectation, hindi ko ma reciprocate feelings nya..
I beg and beg until he said "let's be friends na lang" 5 words already killed me, pano pa kaya kung pinag laban ko pa? wala e, kasalan ko din namn.. :>:
🥹🙏
2025-07-18 09:28:04