UserB :
Last year, in August, i was cross with my friends. we were offended to eachother. With my friend group because we had a fight in July. And i had no other friends than those girls, no other girls and they were friends with the whole class so if i was cross with them i would be cross with the whole class. So one day in August, i thought about this so much i cried and that night saw the girls in my dream because i thought about them too much. I am afraid of being alone so i always want friends around me. Someone i can talk to speak to. I don’t like being alone, i feel weird and feel like everybody judging me for being alone etc etc. in summary im afraid. So the next day, at night i performed salaat, after salaat i turned to the night air and looked in the dark sky and stars, i prayed “My Allah, please give me my friends back. I love them so much and i want to make up with them. Please Allah i’m begging you. Please give me my friends back. I don’t want to be alone.” i remember these words but i prayed for at least 5 minutes and started crying, i leaned down on my prayyer rug and started crying, my 🤲 hands like this while i covered my face with it. My head was on the rug while i cried and kept praying. After praying i said amin and laid down on the rug. I laid down and looked at the sky again. That night felt so magical. And the next day, at night, i got a text from my friends, we were planning this meetup for months and i crossed with them before we could even meetup, we were so excited for this and the thought of me not going and only them meeting up really broke my heart, so that night, the text said “Hey, Berra, you’re coming to the meet up right?” :)
2025-06-09 18:54:56