Nard Dawg :
Never had a gf. I’m 18, I really want one and no matter how hard I try they always lose interest after a week or two. I’ve tried focusing on myself but I feel so lost and empty, I feel like I have no purpose. I am never truly happy, I only feel any sort of joy when I’m going 90-100+ in my car. I know it’s all part of Gods plan for me but idk how much longer I can push forward. Everyone always tells me I will find the right girl eventually, but it’s starting to feel like a lie. All I do is give my love to and care about others, I guess I just want someone who can give me that in return. I’m falling apart and I’m too scared to talk to anybody about it. I don’t know what to do. I go to the gym everyday except Sunday, the lords day, Im as close to my dream physique as I’ve ever been but still have a ways to go, I bought my own car a few month ago, i am in a great college, I have an amazing job I have my friends and family, I am extremely fortunate and lucky with how comfortable my life is and I am so very thankful for all of the blessings God has given me. My life is perfect but I feel like I’m spiraling out of control. I just wanna be the confident, happy, carefree person I was.
2025-06-10 15:39:29