…ifuckinghatemyself… :
I tried to smile, I tried to laugh, but in the end I couldn't pretend, I was broken, gone, finished, I had nothing else to give, my energy was drained, I couldn't bare the pain, the glimmer left my eyes, I was no longer the little girl who was always happy, I was now the girl who didn't smile for photos, didn't laugh at jokes, no longer the little girl who spent every moment having fun, now the girl who locks herself in her room, silently sobbing hoping her mother won't hear, the girl with scars she blames on the cat she doesn't have, I miss that little girl a lot, she had a light, it shined so bright it eventually burned out and there was nothing she could do, that little girl gave into the darkness and it eventually consumed her, now there is no trace of her, I am empty, skin... and... bones...
2025-07-14 05:40:15