Havik :
I’m at someone that really meant a lot to me very special at the beginning of this year start out with friends and everything about eventually having feelings pursuit, and knowing the history of abandonment issues, she is a very effective or defensive avoidance. Always asking me what was my intention. What was the goal knowing that history with relationship always ended up transaction and always give reassurance until we finally met. She ghosted cancel my things worse she hooked up with someone else only wanted her for a hook up and left after with a so-called friend of mine knew that she was there for me and still chose to sleep with her. This was two months ago, so I’m processing the healing and grieving and betrayal one month later she calls me in the middle of the night not sure how I felt about it. I had to point a decision and they chose to answer the phone, which led to just seven minutes of silence from myself and seven minutes of her apologizing, crying and begging for me to hear her out, telling me she miss me and everything unfortunately I caved and spoke to her Anne Wendt hours talking to her. I felt nice but I had to realize, even though I felt like reminiscing I have to wake up to the realization that she probably didn’t come back for a relationship, but instead attention and the affection that I gave her. so I went my distance till I figured she would notice I wonder why I was distance until I got her into a phone call and confronted the conversation and asked her a few questions if I mattered in her life where she could no longer run, and she ended up texting me only wanting a friendship and closing a relationship to which I refused and gave her nothing but love and grace, and support she ended up, blocking me on all platforms, and even though I forgive her for what she did to me two months ago, it’s her coming the second time around and leaving me confused. i’m not only learned from the betrayal, but I also learned from this experience if they truly come back with intent, it is up to you now to decide but if they came the way she did go no contact. Never change for someone who can accept the love and appreciation you give to somebody.Grieving❤️🩹
2025-06-18 07:40:37