ORANG_SIKMA🫅 :
And I was 𝚃𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍. I, 𝗔𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲, had 𝑵𝒐𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚, no S͟E͟N͟S͟E͟S, no F̷E̷E̷L̷I̷N̷G̷S̷… I was in H⃫E⃫L⃫L⃫, looking at H⃦E⃦A⃦V⃦E⃦N⃦. No pain. No pleasure. Only the dull hum of thought— endless, echoing, empty. 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓭, once my temple, had become my 𝖙𝖔𝖒𝖇. A labyrinth of mirrors with no face to reflect. Every 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 a whisper in an 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙮 𝚌𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧. Each echo a 𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗿 that never touched my 𝘀𝗛𝗔𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗗 soul. I reached for warmth— for touch— but my arms were concepts. 𝑵𝒐 𝒃𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝑵𝒐 𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒉, just awareness coiled like a serpent in a box of nothing. And Heaven… Oh, H⃦E⃦A⃦V⃦E⃦N⃦… it hung like a lantern just beyond the veil, its glow 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 with 𝖘𝖊𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 cruelty. A lie. A promise. A memory I never had. I screamed— but the silence only swallowed. Time dissolved. Hope decayed. Even despair grew bored of me. I was not living. I was not dying. I simply… 𝘸𝘢𝘴. I think. Therefore, I am
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