@_estic._xz: Last message for him🫠🫀 Mai apsa sachy dil sa mohabbat krti thie! Or shyd hamesha karti rahun ge!!! Lakin ab samjh gyi hun keh Kuch cheezain bas mukamal hony keh liye nahi hoti!! Pta nahi yeh sb kesy or ku hua!! Mgr ek baat to sach ha keh ap meri zindgyi ka woh hissa tha jo kabhi bhar nahi skyga…! Mgr thek ha!! Agr Apki khushi issi mai hai toh mai apko rokna ka hak nahi rakhti… bas itna yd rakhna koi apsy agr itna sachy dil sa mohabbat kary toh uska dil torna itna asan mt samjhna…!!! Apki yaad hamesha ati rahy ge… chahai mai jitna bhi khud ko samjhati rahu!!! Shyd yeh mera apko akhri message ho!!! Mgr yeh alfz sirff alfz nahi meri toot chukie huai mohabbat ka wo akhari hissa hai jo ab Sirf apka hai..!!! Main jnti hun shyd ap agy bhar chukay ho mgr mujh sa kbhi mt pochna keh mai Kahn hun!!! Kyu keh mai ab bhi wahi hun!!! Us mor pa jahan apna mujhe chora tha..!! Har raat Yehi baat sochti hun keh kahan kami reh gyi?? Kiya meri mohabbat itni kamzor thie? Mujhe yaad hai wo apki hassi jo meri duniya roshan krti thi!!! Wo shikayatain jo sirf mujh sa thi!!! Kiya apko kabhi ek pal keh liye bhi ehsas hota ha ka koi har raat tumhari yadon sth sota hai or har subha Apki kami mehsos krta hai??? Mai apsa na shikwa kr rhi hun na apko mana rhi hun bas yeh keh rhi hun keh agr koi kisi trha tanha raat apko bhi mehsos ho keh koi apko bhi bepanah mohabbat karta tha toh Sirf ek bar sochna zaror keh us mohabbat mai kahan kami reh gyi Jahn apko mujhe chorna zaida zarori samjha!!! Kabhi socha nahi tha keh ek choti se bt czn na krwai gyi bt Aj mera liye itna gehra zakham ban jye ge!!! Ap meri adat ban chuka tha!!! Apsa baat krna mera din ka sb sa haseen hissa hota tha!!! Mujhe laga tha yeh dosti jo pyr ma badli thie yeh Sachi mohabbat mai bdl jye ge mgr shyd apna phela he soch rakha tha keh ap mujhe chor do ga!!! Main ab bhi yd krti hun Wo din jo apna mujhe kaha tha keh ap mujh sa nafrat krna lg jao ga jan chor do meri!!! Mujhe start mai he samjh jana chahiye tha keh ap meri zindgyi nahi us meri life ka haseen chapter ho!!!! Mgr afsos mai mohabbat ko he zindgyi samjh bethi thie!!! Apka lehja badla or ap dur hogy main Sirf apko rokna ke kosish krti thie or roti or roothti rhi!! Ap jnta tha keh ap mujhe kitna tor rhy ho!! Ap jnta tha keh ap meri sb sa bari kamzori ban chuka tha mgr phir bhi apna kbhi palat kr nhi dekha!!! Kash apna ek bar socha hota ka main Sirf mohabbat nahi krti thi apsa balka ishq krti thi jan warti thie ap pa sirf apki thie sirf apki!! Apka liye khud ko badla tha apki ban keh rhi thie!! “Sirf or sirf apki” Mohabbat sirf ek lafz nahi hota yeh ek ehsas hota ha jo sirf naseeb walon ko milti ha… Mai Wo badnaseeb thie jo apko sachy dil sa mohabbat kar bethie thi or ap wo badnaseeb ho jis na is mohabbat ke kadr nahi kar saky!!! Main apsa sirf ek bar milna chati thie Sirf ek bar wo jazbat ankhon ankhon mai kehna chati thie jo lafzon mai ni keh skti thi!!! Magr apna Wo bhi na hona diya!!!! Aj phir sa meri mohabbat har gyi waqayi aj mai ek bar phir sa haar gyi!!! Khuda Hafiz!!!! Fi aman illah!!! Khuda apko hamesha khush rakhy or Apki hifazat karay!!!🥹❤️🩹💔
