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hey… :
No like it just hits you out of nowhere like wdym NEVER AGAIN?
2025-07-09 14:10:39
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🌟 :
Agreed I feel like the thing that feels so suffocating about your parent dying when you’re young is the fact that you know that you have to live like this for so much longer still
2025-07-09 02:38:06
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Oluyemisi 🙀 :
you see her everyday in yourself ❤️
2025-07-09 02:01:06
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yaz🪽 :
“forever” is an awful concept
2025-07-09 20:27:22
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harum :
this comment section is making me cry, i hope you and sol find peace within ur grief 😭 i’m sleeping next to my mom due to bad anxiety and it reminds me to never take it for granted
2025-07-09 05:18:47
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bella💌🌟🍓 :
My dad died three months ago and my brain still wants to fantasize about a miracle of him walking down the street or through my door even though I know exactly where he is. I don’t think that’ll ever stop. Your pain is shared❤️
2025-07-09 16:51:07
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🧸 :
i lost my gramma 2 months ago. We were so close (I literally shared a bedroom with her til i was 8) and now every day i’ll randomly remember she’s gone and it hits me all over again. i miss her so much
2025-07-09 03:54:52
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Casey562 :
My mom died Oct 10th from cancer I'm so sorry for our loss I know how it feels and honestly I couldn't wish this on my worst enemy
2025-07-17 08:28:11
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d 🎧ིྀ :
it’s such a crazy out of body experience like their grief just follows u daily and nonstop and yet ur brain is bound to forget it at one point which makes the realization so much worse it’s weird
2025-07-09 02:03:23
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Orla :
my mom died 12 years ago when I was ten. I'm 22 now and still call her by accident sometimes. they never really leave us❤️🩹
2025-07-09 02:10:57
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manhater_womanlover :
my mom died a few days ago and it is probably the weirdest feeling i’ve ever experienced. it’s very odd to have one of the first big bad things to ever happen to you be the worst thing it could possibly be. i’ve spent every day of every year of my life being scared of my mommy leaving me and now that it has happened while i’m so young it’s like i don’t know…how to be. i have nothing to fear anymore and i have never missed being scared so much.
2025-07-09 07:38:02
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Nora :
it’s such a scary feeling, i totally get you. like can drive us crazy even sometimes. but i hope you find peace one day, im sorry :(
2025-07-09 01:58:00
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keyonni <3 :
i’ve been a viewer of your content for a few years now, and just know the sophisticated genuine and intelligent nature of who you are is surely something you’ve inherited from your mom; that’s the greatest gift she could’ve ever given you 🤍
2025-07-09 04:43:22
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lovely@bug28 :
I was 11 now now I am 15 years old. I lost my mom January 8, 2021. I still feel the same because I’m starting high school this year and I don’t know what to do without her. It’s really hard for me to move on after so long because the day that she died, I was there. It was early in the morning, and I walked in her room and she was on the ground. I didn’t really know what to do at all but I feel like everything is so different now because I used to be more talkative and stuff, but I feel like I grown as a person now.
2025-07-13 06:06:18
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crstlf :
sending you a virtual hug 🫂 💕
2025-07-09 02:28:31
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Ni’a 🌸👑 :
I know how you feel 💔 it’s been 2 years and 4 months for me…
2025-07-14 22:22:17
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🍊 :
May you be reunited in paradise 🩷🤍
2025-07-09 12:49:10
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Sevy :
the forgetting is definitely the worse
2025-07-09 02:41:10
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mika 🏹 ! :
hey just in case, you should somehow save your text conversations and voicemails and whatnot. my best friends moms passed a couple years ago and everything got wiped and the texts disappeared. PLEASE do this.
2025-07-09 09:02:20
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del 🥳 :
I’m so so very sorry for your loss💓 I’ve been dealing with a lot of anticipatory grief as my mommy is going into hospice after a 20+ year battle with leukemia. Hoping that therapy helps you in your healing journey. You’re not alone💛
2025-07-27 19:50:07
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smtgsmtg92 :
That makes me think of that scene in fleabag where she’s like “I don’t know what to do with it” “with what?” “With all the love I have for her. I don't know...where to put it now”. “give it to me I want it. I’ll take it. It sounds lovely”
2025-07-09 02:08:34
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Tatiana :
God I’m so sorry I can’t imagine
2025-07-09 13:13:54
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Em :
my mom is dying rn and this is literally all i can think abt....like i have to completely rewrite all my hopes and dreams because she isn't gonna be here for any of that...but i know it will never feel real even when she is gone
2025-07-09 13:14:56
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frutigeraero262 :
maybe it's delusional but i genuinely believe in some sort of afterlife and that our souls will be reunited because we all pass away at some point
2025-07-09 19:15:26
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