kikkerplons :
hmmm.....this is mind boggeling! If she implemented the 'never write down' quote, could it mean: she on purpose changed her handwriting so she could somehow say to herself: i can deny i have an obsession because look it has different writing, i can say i did'nt write it. Like, it was some sort of cognitive dissonance, with wich she could 'deny' her obsession for you, to herself.
My dad also filmed me starting 1982. Also into 'new' technology a lot. We had like 100 tapes. Also a mini catalogue, but way less extensive. He called me Kikker, meaning, frog, a nickname. I'm 43 y.o. woman. My dad was Grand narcissist and at 11 yo he started to sa his 6 years younger sister, 12 years long untill he 23 y.o. Kept total secret to my mum. There are slight similairities in your monster'mom' and my dad so i try to 'feel in' if i can make something of this handwriting stuff. I liked the movies, during childhood, and liked the little booklet, i studied it so i know you can have a certain feeling about the person, based on how they write. There for sure is something behind it.
2025-07-12 01:39:59