@startedwithrecovery0329: This is always a hard part of the year for me. My mind goes back to all the what ifs as far as what Emma would be like today. She would be turning SIXTEEN and I swear it still feels like yesterday that I held her and memorized her face, while running my fingers through her hair and down the tip of her nose. She was born sleeping and after leaving the hospital without my baby girl. I’ve never been the same. God knew I wasn’t ready to be a mom back then, but I would have loved the chance. #resteasymyangel🕊 #stillbornbutstillborn #stillborndaughter #mymindandme