@mommawithabigheart: My papa always told me the story of my birth. He said when he came to see me for the first time, he said “hi sweet girl” and I opened my eyes and gave him my first smile! Well I think he took my last with him!! 😪😪😪😪 coming up on 2 months and I still am numb and not sure what to do. #grief #grandpa #sorrow