@gracieemillerrr: the reality. i hate talking about personal shit online but this is my only outlet it seems like. having to pack up what’s left of their things, all by myself is truly mental torture for me. reliving the past 2 years of my life that i thought would be with my forever person, is so damaging. avoidance has been my worst enemy with this. I’ve avoided doing this, for so long now. my heart genuinely hurts. i’ve never loved someone the way i loved him and that’s gone now. my life and future that i planned is in complete shambles and there’s nothing more i can do to fix, change, or better it. this is a lot on me. the hurt is raw and real. and i hate myself for everything. now is the beginning of a new chapter for me. acceptance, healing, and personal growth. #fyp #FunkNoCapCut #breakup #OverwatchMe