@ladyanjjjj: I grew up knowing Jesus..my mom did all that she could to root my siblings and I firmly in our faith..She showed me what faith looked like. But, As early as 12 years old I began struggling with anxiety, depression, ED & body dysmorphia, suicidal thoughts and ideations & a self harm addiction..still I held onto Jesus with all that I had, not understanding why I was mentally battling daily. (Looking back as a mature believer, I understand now that this was all generational curses we weren’t spiritually aware of at the time.) & Strangely it was around this same age a woman prophesied over me all that was on my life & it was more than I can even imagine, even now as an adult. Nonetheless, This went on for many years. When I got to high school, I abandoned my faith completely to be in a homosexual relationship…that later opened so many doors for the demonic to operate in my life. Everything I was already dealing with was magnified x100. When we open up doors for the demonic, we don’t get to decide what comes through that door. Thankfully, I had a mama who stood in the gap for me & warred for my soul no matter what people said..the voices sounded a lot like “you can’t help who you love,” she’ll never change.” Just accept her and love her as she is.” My mom, remembering the word that was spoken over my life, KNEW this wasn’t who I was..but to this day she says that time of her life was “her test.” She and I began fighting so much, our house was like a war zone. we would say hateful things to one another or some days, we wouldn’t even speak. This broke my heart & I felt like the biggest disappointment to her..like maybe she didn’t want me anymore..so everything I was already dealing with before only worsened. One day my mom was in her work office, the environment was very quiet, she said the Lord Got her attention 3 times. on the third time, she said “okay Lord, I know it’s you..your servant is listening.” 🥺 she said the Lord responded to her and said “I have not instructed you to change your daughter, I’ve commanded you to love her. She will have a husband and children. She will be fully restored unto me.” That day everything changed. I saw my mom battle with the devil for my life. She prayed, she fasted & held fast to the word God spoke to her..but most importantly, I saw her intentionally love me anyway. My mom had no idea at the time but after God gave her this word, My relationship went from perfect bliss to toxic..& it just began to crumble. Not long after, I broke up with my ex but we were still in this on and off type of situation. It only grew more toxic..I was exhausted & I wanted out. every part of me wanted out, but for some odd reason it was as if I couldn’t let my ex go in my own will power. One day, I cried out to the Lord from my closet. I repented, & I asked God for forgiveness for my rebellion and my sins. I begged him to help me leave her. Long story’s short, I get invited to a revival that was some 27 ish hours away from me, God funded the whole thing..all I had to do was show up..so I did. A girl who I met on this trip who is now a close friend of mine prayed over me and said “you have a demonic soultie & Jesus wants to set you free.” She prayed over me that second & I felt shackles come off my ankles..and my desire for my ex completely left me. I left that revival free. I have never been the same since. Jesus has changed and transformed my life in every possible way🥹❤️‍🩹 My name is Anj, & if you’re going through something similar, please know that if you’re still alive and breathing it’s not too late to come to Jesus. He’s waiting for you.❤️‍🩹 Revelation 3:20 says “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” Jesus wants your heart. He wants intimacy with you, a relationship. If he did it for me, he can do it for anyone. Open the door..❤️‍🩹 #testimony#Godtok#christiantiktok#fyp#Jesus#Jesusisking#christiangirl

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Monday 14 July 2025 06:35:24 GMT