⪼—ѕєв—> [[ TRANS TAKEOVER ]] :
dear cat, i miss you. i miss what we had, and i miss how we would cuddle. i miss how it would feel like everytime you comforted me it was a deep hug, i tried my hardest. but for 5 years straight something wasn't right, it's not that it didn't feel right it's just that something wasn't there. i promise you with every ounce of guilt, sympathy, every tear i dropped whether it was happyiness anger regret or sadness i tried my very hardest. this is directed toward you cat, and i know you won't see this. i truly am still in love with YOU, not just you for just your body or personality, im in love with you. every inch of you left, im in love with it. im sorry that i misunderstood you, and im sorry you saw me as someone who didn't care, or if you did see me as that in the first place. i also wanna apologize for what i saw you as, but i wanna make it clear that i knew you were trying. i knew you were trying the whole time, but it just didn't feel like it. your enough and never feel a doubt about it, its just not something i can mentally take. i love you, and as much as i try to find another love to heal that brutal rip through my heart, nothing can replace what i felt for you. i feel nothing for anyone else, yet i just try to cover it up. i try to mask myself, my feelings for you NEVER stopped, and i know you aren't gonna see this, but i miss you. and i love you, im sorry it ended the way it did cat, i want you to know that i care. i love you.
2025-07-15 18:50:35