@llovelylladyllise: Cause lord knows when I was in position I did. And I was. But now that I’m not man I’m all that I have. I have NO ONE. And o refuse to be used. No man. No woman. No sister no brother. Man I done tried so much. It’s about me. My spritspirit being whole. Man I just want to be alone. Me and God. Get back right with God.