zeppy. :
I'm extremely disappointed in him—not just because of what he’s done, but because of everything it represents. It's not just a mistake, it’s a complete disregard for respect, trust, and decency, something I never thought he’d throw away so carelessly. I trusted him, gave him the benefit of the doubt, believed in his words, his actions, and in the person I thought he was, but now I realize that maybe I never really knew him at all. What he did wasn't just a moment of weakness—it was a deliberate choice, one that showed a side of him that is selfish, careless, and honestly, cruel. It's shocking how easily he could cross boundaries, shatter the emotional safety others had built with him, and leave behind a mess of hurt feelings and broken promises without even fully acknowledging the damage. What hurts the most is that he acted as if it wasn’t a big deal, like it could all just be brushed under the rug, like the consequences of his actions were just background noise to his own life. There’s a level of emotional immaturity and lack of empathy that I didn’t expect from someone I once held in such high regard. I can’t help but question if any of it was real—the apologies, the concern, the so-called “care” he claimed to have—because someone who truly cares doesn’t act like that, doesn’t cause that kind of pain, and certainly doesn’t try to justify it when they’re caught. I’m disappointed because he could’ve been better. He had the chance to step up, to grow, to be honest, and instead, he chose the easy, cowardly way out, ignoring how his actions rippled out and hurt others. And now, I’m left with this bitter aftertaste of betrayal, struggling to process how someone could be so reckless with something so fragile. He didn’t just disappoint me—he showed me that he’s not the person I thought he was, and maybe never was.
2025-07-16 18:02:06