@lindseymariefit_: One month living in Florida … This is my second cross country move ; but this one hits a little different. Starting over in your 30s is much scarier than your 20s. I remember crying to my mom in the airport asking “did I make the right decision, or did I just act on emotion vs logic. Did I throw away my whole life”. She laughed and said “Lindz you’ve done this before and look at you now, it’s a restart to the next chapter”. Sure enough 30 days later she was right (she always is) .. at first I felt like a loser 32 moving back into our vacation home. No friends, no job, no sense of direction. The only thing I knew was my body and my mind was screaming to get out of LA. God came to me in a dream and said “it’s time to go” I stared at him dumb founded as I watched him fade into the sunset. Starting over had come with a lot of challenges but yall know a Virgo loves a good challenge. It meant sitting in silence.. something I was never comfortable with because I hate being alone. A lot of that stems from insecurities and not liking who I was. I always felt like I had a mask on and couldn’t really be myself, I was afraid of judgment, afraid people wouldn’t really like me. I was afraid of loosing my comfort. But now that I’ve had nothing but time to sit with myself, watch the sunset he was telling me to go to. I now understand, I needed this period of silence. I needed a hard realization this isn’t a challenge it’s a blessing. I had the courage to say fuck it I’m going to pick up and move and really get to know myself. Now I wake up each morning with a new out look on life. Instead of being stuck and miserable. I’m free and happy. My body is relaxed, my mind is refreshed, my heart is pure. Im smiling again, im waking up with purpose, life is beautiful. I’m simply not on auto pilot anymore. Tonight when I took myself out to dinner I was comfortable alone. I was not anxious, I was enjoying my own company. God gave my another sign I did the right thing. I sat at a table under a cherry blossom tree … rebirth,new beginning. I say this to say, don’t settle. Only you can be accountable for your happiness. If you feel stuck, hurler pick up and go… god has the rest #startingoveragain #rebirth #newbeginings #LifeHack

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