@batfilledcoat: felt like shit during this video. my body was aching, I was on the verge of collapsing, and I was deathly terrified of the toll JUST this activity was going to take on my body the coming days after. Unfortunately I may never be cured (although I’m trying to be optimistic) and I do have to continue to move on with my life. I won’t ever get my 20s back and I’m not going to waste them rotting in bed because my body is different than everyone else’s