pov: you never expected to have feelings for heeseung, your best friend for life. he had always been by your side, supporting you and being literally the best friend. at first, what you felt for him was just platonic, even though many people assumed that you two were dating. you were always quick to deny it because you knew that what you had was far from a romance. that's why it became hard for you when you suddenly noticed the way your feelings had shifted. you found yourself looking forward to walking to school with him, hanging out with him, and talking about anything—even the most random things. at first, you tried to deny it, but the more you denied it, the more it grew. you always reminded yourself that it was fine and that you would move on quickly, but yesterday changed everything. it was after class when you and heeseung were studying in the library. you two were the only ones left, and when you glanced to your side, you saw him sleeping. his hair fell softly across his forehead, and a faint smile rested on his lips. in that moment, something inside you stirred—a flutter of emotions you had been trying to suppress. you couldn’t help but admire him. how could someone be so effortlessly charming? you leaned in closer, your heart racing. before you could stop yourself, you pressed a gentle peck on his cheek, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath your lips. in that instant, he stirred awake, blinking in surprise as he met your gaze. your heart dropped. panic surged through you as you realized what you had done. you ran away from the library, your cheeks burning with embarrassment, not daring to look back. you felt like you had crossed an invisible line that could never be uncrossed. days passed, and you avoided heeseung. every time you saw him in the hallways or during lunch, your heart raced, and a wave of guilt washed over you. he would call your name, but you’d quicken your pace, pretending to be busy with something else. the silence between you grew heavier, filled with unspoken words and unexplained feelings. you missed your conversations, your laughter, and even the comfort of his presence. but every time you thought about approaching him, the memory of that moment would replay in your mind, and you’d shy away again. what if he didn’t see you the same way anymore? what if you had ruined everything? the fear consumed you, and you kept your distance, wishing desperately for the courage to face him and explain how you felt—or even just to apologize for your impulsive mistake. one day after class, you heaved a sigh, stepping out of the room where you were the only one left alone. you intentionally did this to avoid running into heeseung. you made your way down the empty hallway, the silence amplifying your thoughts. just as you turned a corner, a sudden force pulled you into a nearby empty room. startled, you blinked as the door clicked shut behind you, and there stood heeseung, his brow furrowed with concern. the tension in the air was palpable, and your heart raced as he stepped closer. “why have you been avoiding me?” he asked, his voice firm yet laced with an undercurrent of hurt. "stop acting like it was nothing to you," he said. you opened your mouth to respond, but no words came out. instead, you shifted your gaze to the floor, feeling the weight of his stare. "what are you talking about?" you tried to play innocent, but he wouldn't buy it. "you know damn well i'm talking about the kiss. you kissed me," he said, looking deeply into your eyes. “it was just a kiss, heeseung. it didn’t mean anything,” you finally managed to say, your voice barely above a whisper. you could feel your heart pounding as you tried to downplay the significance of what had happened. heeseung shook his head, taking another step toward you. “you really think that? just a kiss?” (comsec++) #enhypen #enhypenpov #heeseung #HEESEUNG #LEEHEESEUNG #leeheeseung #fyp #FYP #dorotheawrites - @jayaein_