audrisfavvv♡ :
I literally undesrtand you, I love my room, i hate leaving my room, it’s literally my home and my comfort, my mom comes in my room a lot and she always asks me why am i in my room, why am i being quiet, or im doing something bad or suspicious because im too quiet, i love being quiet i try to explain that i just like being quiet. I used to be really loud and obnoxious but overtime i realize i would get really annoying or just loud and i wanted to get treated more nice, and seem more mature, now that im 14 i try to be very mature and stay quiet, my house is very chaotic, my family always thinks im doing something bad because im being quiet or im just being kept to myself, im mainly always in my room or im with my friends. I mean where else am i really supposed to go? I have absolutely nothing to do. My mom would think im depressed because im always in my room but what else should i do then? My mom wants me to be who i am but when i used to be my real self my family would get annoyed by it, im too much, people would tell me that even my younger sister is more mature then me its just that i have bad adhd and it’s hard for me to cope with it, i used to be very energetic until people would talk down on me or i would do something that would embarrass myself and overtime i just stopped talking, and being myself. I wanna be mature and for some reason my parents dont understand that im growing up.
2025-07-18 01:11:47