Esinnaz :
no hate on team here but how can people not be team CONRAD when heloves so deeply it actually hurts him, but instead of showing it, he just shuts down. When his mom was dying, he didn’t cry in front of anyone, he just carried it all inside like he had to be the strong one, and that kind of pain doesn’t go away,it eats at you. He pushed Belly away not because he didn’t love her, but because he loved her too much and thought she’d be happier without him. He saw her smiling with Jeremiah and stayed silent, even though it broke him, because he didn’t want to be the reason she wasn’t happy. People think he’s cold or rude, but the truth is he’s scared,scared of loving too hard, of losing again, of not being enough. He’s a mess, but he’s trying in the only way he knows and that is by holding everything in and hoping it’ll hurt less that way.
2025-07-19 22:08:54