lionheart :
I was bullied as a child from the age of 5 to 12 years old. I turned to sin in an attempt to self heal the pain inside. food addict, pxrn addict, homo soxual acts with similar aged kid, soxual acts with family dog, suicidal thoughts. by 13, functioning alcoholic, drug addict, nicotine addict. by 16, body dismorphia, gym addict, addrenaline addict. by 18, sox addict (women). at 23 I became a peace officer. by 25, undiagnosable digestive disorder, cancer HPV high likelihood amputation (whole other stories how God healed me), addict of tattoos, guns, cars, trucks, motrocycles, boats, list goes on. by 35, 3 shoulder surgeries, appendix removed, herniated disc's in spine, early medical retirement. at 39, gambled my last 60k on a risky business venture. at 40 and on deaths door, I cried out to God. Jesus came and saved my life (whole nother story). prior to this I believed all faiths were possible. I now know they are not. I went to rehab for drugs and alcohol (part of other story). upon returning home, divorced, diagnosed adhd anxiety and depression, dad died, diagnosed vitiligo, all within 6 months. remained sober all thanks to Jesus. off meds within 2 weeks diagnosis all thanks to Jesus. my dad died 2 weeks after stopping meds. remianed med free. This is the condensed version. a whole lot more happened. Jesus showed me He loves me and that He was/is always with me. sober 01-18-23. celibate 4 years including self pleasing. Jesus is the same yesterday today and forever. Hebrews 13:8. Jesus meant it when He said, "Come to me all who are weary and burdened and ill give you rest. Matthew 11:28.
2025-07-21 16:26:48