♡✞「 slut 」✞♡ :
Suzua Juuzou... oh Juuzou... just thinking about him makes my heart flutter. just seeing his name makes me long for his presence. it's impossible to put into words on how much i love him. i cry for days and nights from the realization that my feelings are doomed. i would give anything for him to be real, to live and love me back. everytime I look at his picture, goosebumps run over my skin. my love for him is boundless and will never fade. i am writing this, unable to hold back tears, with one hand, because the other is busy clutching my heart, feeling the indescribeable pain as the reason is the fact that my hubbie, my boyfriend, my husband, Juuzou, is but only a mere fiction. but no, one shall never stop hoping, praying, for the moment or the day that our stars finally collide. loving Suzua Juuzou isn't a hobby, it's a full-time job with no benefits, no vacation days, and I have zero intentions of quitting. It’s a lifestyle, a daily ritual, a sacred calling. I don’t just wake up and think of Juuzou, I rise like a bard summoned by the wind created by himself. there hasn’t been a single day where this man hasn’t invaded my thoughts like he owns the place. honestly, at this point, I should start charging him rent because of how many time he crosses my thoughts each day. he’s the reason I get up in the morning because I need to check if there’s new fanart or lore crumbs to obsess over. Juuzou is my motivation, my distraction, and honestly, my therapist at this point. just remember Juuzou is my favourite character, which means that I'm somewhat uncomfortable at the thought of someone liking him more than me. please remember he's mine, and only mine. under no circumstances are to touch Juuzou without my absolute definite consent first. Suzua Juuzou my husband🛐💗
2025-07-19 17:46:07