I grew up with an alcoholic, narcissistic, and abusive father. Every year, I try to find peace in missing my dad but forgiving him for what he did to me, my brother, and my mother. It’s hard to find peace with the man who came back only when he needed me. Where were you when I needed you? For some reason, the drinks and women were worth more than me and your family… #survivor #childhoodtruama #abuse #narcissism #alcoholicfather #peacewithdeath #forgiveness #fyp #healing #cptsd #breakingthecurse - @b.thats.me