@jonnystark98: Seeing everyone that I cherish succeed in life before leaving this world is the greatest gift; at least they can become the hope and dream that I didn’t become. #life #foryourpage
If you’re one of those people silently planning to end it after you 'finish something', I see you. And I’m so sorry you're carrying that much pain. I won’t pretend to fully understand what you’re going through, but I know how heavy life can get when everything feels like too much. Your struggles are real, and it’s okay to feel tired, lost, or broken. You’ve probably held on for so long without anyone truly noticing.
But please… before you go, let this message be a pause. A reminder. You're not a burden. You're a whole story still unfolding. Even if your mind tells you otherwise, there is more ahead for you, more kindness, more peace, more days where the weight feels lighter. You don’t have to figure everything out right now. Just stay. One more day. Then another. Things can still change. And so can you.
You are loved more than you know, and even in your silence, your life still matters deeply. Don’t go yet. The world still needs you here.
2025-07-23 10:32:30
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mirraaa catt(awin) 😆🍉 :
I have always prayed for my love success in everything and fulfilled their dreams, then, how about mine ? am I not worth or maybe ( yes ) I am never enough :)
2025-07-25 15:18:05
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kj :
You see, it’s not about wanting to die.
It’s about not wanting to keep living like this.
Waking up every day with a weight I can't name.
Breathing through pain that doesn’t bruise,
So no one believes it's there.
2025-07-23 15:03:43
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. :
anyone wanna talk? Im free to hear you out. I know it’s not easy to open up to your fam and friends. Why not try it with a stranger? 🙂 No religion talk for sure.
2025-07-23 20:27:13
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💐 :
7 times i’ve tried and failed. i did everything that was expected have a good life but it never got better. i did therapy, meds, degree. when i finally saw hope it got taken away from me. my brother tried to k!ll me a year from today and im still going through it, why do the bad guys have it easy? why didn’t i get justice? why did i even survive to just have more trauma? i tried and have been trying to stay. it’s painful to see the world go on while im stuck. i feel so behind i don’t think ill ever catch up or want to. i’m done when my dogs pass. in the meantime ill try and give them a good life until the end
2025-07-25 06:46:18
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raur :
hope God also forgives our failing mind.
2025-07-23 05:19:12
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승리 :
to all the people here in the comments preparing themselves to leave, please know that we understand and that we're proud of you for holding on this long. it's never wrong to choose yourself. you're not selfish. may afterlife welcome you with warmth this world couldn't offer. see you on the other side :)))
2025-07-23 16:30:52
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LouAnne :
Before, I made a bargain with God. I will trade my life for my brother's success so he can give Mama the life she deserve. Now, he can provide mama with everything she need and I'm waiting for God to take me coz' I know I need to give him what I owe. Scared? Maybe. If I am myself before who suffer in silence and mentally unstable, I would be happy to leave. But I have found my reasons to live right now yet I have to give him what I've bargain for.
2025-07-23 10:47:47
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stupifyyyyy :
I don't know when, but I'm ready...
2025-07-25 13:41:34
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JD :
maybe after standing in front of my parent's grave, I would be there in no time too. I don't see myself living till 40s bru
2025-07-25 04:51:02
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Angelo :
Tapusin ko lang bday ng mother ko, I hope maging legacy kahit papaano tong tiktok ko. August 2025. I’m signing out. Ang bigat na sobra. Di ko na kaya
2025-07-23 08:21:34
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Ivan :
As a man who almost tried to commit $u!c*de not once but twice, I am happy that I am still able to continue living. To be honest, I'm no longer afraid to die since I've got nothing left but I don't know why I'm still here. Maybe God still has a plan for me? I don't know and I can't see it right now either.
Nonetheless, I choose to wake up every morning hoping that one day everything will change or feel lighter at least. Still breathing, still fighting.
2025-07-23 11:50:20
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YANG :
Just please exist. The world is beautiful with you on it. Let’s not be lost, let’s all be found. 💔
2025-07-23 13:52:31
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hh :
I was there, it was really hard but I found my own reason to live again. It was not them this time, I choose me.
2025-07-23 05:52:02
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microwaved_fried.chicken :
Me. Calculating the best day. Not one of my familys birthday. Not on holidayd like Christmas so they could still celebrate those without being sad. Turns out Nov 1 is the best.
2025-07-23 14:22:03
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michaelboctor :
Dont do it the bible says the Lord takes pleasure in those who fear Him in those who hope in His mercy and to him who is joined to the living there is hope.He who endures to the end will be saved. Be faithful unto death and I will give you the crown of life. Bible says wait on the Lord be of good courage and He shall strengthen your heart.Bible says if your hand causes you to sin cut it off. It is better to have no hand than to have 2 to go to the everlasting fire where the worm does not die and the fire is not quenched
2025-07-23 09:22:08
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🧿 :
Wishing you strength to push through. For you. Not for anyone. But for you. I wish you’ll have the courage to take a step closer to the life youd rather have. You may not have it now; but that doesnt mean you cant take a step towards it.
2025-07-22 12:48:34
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just_eeji :
same. Just arranging some things before i leave.
2025-07-22 12:37:42
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Pran :
It stays and never leave no matter how you cope up with it, its stays.
2025-07-23 11:56:52
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roshval :
it's so sad to read this. do you need someone to talk to?
2025-07-23 10:06:45
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Jengers005 :
I always envy those who thrive in life, yung motivated to try and succeed. Never ko kasing na-feel 'yon. Ano ba ang pakiramdam na motivated kang mabuhay? 🥹
2025-07-23 09:18:55
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Seeephyy :
i hope tha God also forgives our failing mind.
2025-07-25 04:00:29
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hekhooook :
Just until I get my degree? Until after I passed the boards? Until I get a job? I don't know :))
2025-07-23 11:30:44
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kii :
Just waiting for my bestfriend to come to ph then after nun wala na. I get to see everyone na after nun tas pwede na. Its going to be painless tho.
2025-07-23 15:26:38
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tylerrr_ :
graduate college, get a job then settle everything
I just need to fix and repay everything that I didn't even as for yet I'm somewhat in debt to pay all of it, I never said I wanted to live but at least I can be the one in command to when and where I'll die
2025-07-23 09:13:19
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