@ronitmcauley: grief is so strange. it’s not just in the moments where I feel like my heart is bleeding through my chest. It’s the moments when I’m laughing or smiling. The moments of joy , that’s what I would say hurts the most . The little in between moments where I remember you’re not here anymore. That I will never get your calls or texts again. When I watch the beautiful things in life and I want to share them with you and I can’t . That moment in time where I still can not believe you’re gone . That your smile is lives just in my memories now. You were my world . My best friend. My partner. My person . I love you and I just wish I could have you back . @Jonathan McAuely