@callen.ds: 8 years was not enough… 💔 Hey, baby boy… I left your food out. I left you water like you’ll come running in, muddy paws, that goofy grin. But the bowl stays full, and the silence stays heavy. And I just miss you. God, I miss you. I keep hearing your toenails on the tiles I swear you’re there sometimes. Maybe it’s memory. Maybe it’s hope. Maybe it’s love refusing to die. You didn’t do anything wrong. This isn’t your fault. I’m not mad at you, I never could be. You were just doing what you always did, Living free. Being you. And the world didn’t deserve you. You hated baths, you hated rain, but you loved like no one ever taught you to be scared. You loved everyone. And they loved you back, You were that boy. The sweet one. The unforgettable one. And me? I carry guilt. I carry “what if” like a second skin. Like maybe if I had done one thing different… You’d still be here. But deep down, I know, life just took you too soon, too fast. And I hate that I couldn’t stop it. I hate that I wasn’t there when it happened. I hate that you were alone. But more than anything, I hope you weren’t scared. I hope you felt peace. I hope you knew how much I love you. Still love you. And I believe, even through the pain, that God’s got you now. That you’re safe. That you’re whole. That someone’s rubbing your ears just right. But Denzel… I wasn’t ready. Eight years was not enough. There’s a hole in me now shaped exactly like you. I’ll keep your memory warm, and your bowl full, and your spot open, just in case heaven lets you visit. I love you. I’m not mad at you. I never will be. You were the best thing that ever ran straight into my arms.

Callen David

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Thursday 24 July 2025 15:43:26 GMT