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2025-07-25 05:35:20
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apryl :
wether that be help with some extra change, a dollar, by sharing ur story, just being kind, by being a ear or shoulder so one can just vent without judgment, by giving transparent advice without preaching, damping or ridicule... or even just a simple smile or yelling someone to have a gd day. this is why I continue to share my stories as openly as I do because I know someone out there needs to hear their not alone and their is hope. im not here to preach my new found faith and my relationship with God and bash religion dwn anyone's throat because it's not about that,it's about having the faith and hope in themselves again first because without that you got nothing... well we are all worthy, deserving, of shining our light but not all are blessed with those kinds of ppl who build us up unfortunately more times than not those closest to us are the ones who lil by lil cause our light to dim and or go out. then ur left with questioning ur worth because if those who are supposed to love u cause ur light to go out then why wld anyone else care or love me and then time after time, hurt, after hurt,let dwn after let dwn... ur brain just becomes programmed in believing ur not worthy of greatness and joy and love and that everybody is out to harm you. it's takes kindness of others to trigger that programming and cause it to malfunction and depending on one will power for better and change that malfunction of someone, a stranger actually being kind and caring towards them can be that lil ray of hope, help, encourage to again see their light to dig themselves out of whatever darkness they found themselves in whatever the reason. we all have a story, and no one is better than the next. we all can lose our money, homes, lives, in a blink of an eye so them high horses ppl sit on well they too arent invincible to sudden life changing situations. we all are God's children and we all bleed the same. and what goes up must come dwn for all you high horse sitters..lolbecause them tables always turn. God wants us to act with our hearts not ego. What you put into the universe is what u get back wether it be neg or positive so remember that when ur doing * wishing badly on others
2025-07-25 06:25:28
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2025-07-25 08:48:05
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apryl :
be the reason someone smiles not the reason someone cries. be someone's strength not their weakness. be ur own strength, not ur weakness... remember who the fuck u are and take ur throne and power back .and if start to question urself again and find urself in the darkness once again always start first with looking within and rid everything and everyone who dont serve ur higher self no matter what it is or who it is, and that means family as well. not all family is good for ur soul... family is who we got stuck with some gd, most just karmics... soul family finds us and is pure and genuine only wishing you to win not drown. the right ppl around u won't cause u pain and unnecessary stress. if someone's leaves u questioning ur self and where u belong in their life then are that shit, thats a Karmic...not love, not family, not ur ppl nor person. my cut off game is now like no other and thats how I know I've remained my power. I no longer react as their mostly looking for out of me.. nope it's a quick buh bye for me. being alone dont scare me like it does most, been alone most of my life and still rose thru the ashes.. it's waisting more of my precious time and life on ppl who dont deserve it that scares me most being we all wear some kind of mask until we truly do the work within. but thats were u too learn to trust ur intuition and decernment... remember ur intuition is ur first mind. trust energy not ppl because energy dont lie but ppl most certainly do.
2025-07-25 10:58:28
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apryl :
I can go on and on about this topic all night and morning long... moral of the story is to just be fucking kind and let ego freakin go.. when u die ur material things things dont mean shit all that matters is ur character and heart. all the rest is all an illusion based off ego. not until u lose that ego will u ever truly find peace and self love. not until u face ur own ego and truly reprogram ur mindset and realize just how much power ur inner light has and how spreading love and kindness makes ur richer than anyone cld ever buy. money is energy just as ur emotions are so once u learn discipline in controlling ur emotions and use them for good and not bad then ur can transmute pain into power and manifest and speak ur dreams into existence. if u can dream it, then believe it, and speak it, and claim it , spread positivity and love, but it starts with learning to truly love urself first and believe u are deserving of the life u dream. shed all negativity that holds you back from living ur best life and from showing up as someone u can be proud of. we are all a villian in many ppls stories, and it takes hard work to truly do the work within and take on accountability and to let go and to forgive what hurt us and what we cant change. this healing jouney ive been on hasnt been easy by any means but now looking back im truly thankful for it and can recognize its what had to be done. i had to look at myself in the mirror and truly do some deep rooted reflection, and forgiving not only forgiving others but too my damn self. for so long my hurt, and trauma and others programmed and ran me,ran this vessel my souls in and I allowed and believed every word said and spoke of me in order to avoid conflict, to fit in, to obey... basically because thats all i knew, seen, heard, was told, or taught or felt so that became my programming when in reality I always knew differently but cld never speak or else. I always was someone scapegoat, the black sheep, the one ppl always came to yet the first to be dammed, judged, otherwise under the boss. I wasn't allowed to speak my truth so I'd write it all dwn, writting became my way of releasing & coping with all the hurt in my life.
2025-07-25 07:33:30
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apryl :
sorry for the rant... but it's an issues that I alot of times lose sleep over because it just sadens me at times how cruel our world is. help spread kindness, it's free and you never know who needs to hear it...hell ur smile or ur have a great day or you look pretty tonight may of helped someone not jump off the bridge, kept them from swallowing that handful of pills, or made them not pull the trigger they may of had pointed at their timple... words go so so far and hold alot of power so use voice to speak ur truth and to spread kindness and love. You never know who standing in front of you and u never know if it's just a test from the universe. there's earth angels everywhere in plane site, you that saying "do on to others as you wld want done to you" holds so much truth. non of us are perfect, we're human but it's the intent behind or actions, and the lessons we take from it are what makes us who we are. you truly get what u put in ×s 10. so if ur ever feeling as if u have a black cloud over u, first check the ppl and energy u associate with and those who u surround ur self with. then put urself in check and ask what's holding u back, what can u do better to be better because u can only change urself not ppl. ppl are eaither lessons, karmics, illusion, tests or ur true soul tribe. blood family and soul tribes are two different things and feelings I've learned... if you know, you know. we dont get to pick our families but our soul tribes the universe gifts us with and it's a totally different kind of love and support. family is just a word and something programmed into us when in reality their the ones who wld be the first to throw u under the bus, to sacrifice ur ass for personal gain and to turn their back on you... blood and DNA dont mean shit let alone mean unconditional love and support. I come from generations after generations of family trauma,cycles, pain, disappointments, narcissistic, physical, mental, sexual, verbal abuse and manipulation. my family def has passed on all the above throughout many many many many yrs. they eaither wld get away with it, lie,
2025-07-25 06:50:05
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