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jam :
I miss the old version of myself the happy me, the carefree me, the little me. I miss everything about who I was when I was younger. I long for that feeling of freedom, but it seems like this cruel world refuses to be on my side. I keep asking myself, “Was all this pain worth it? All the stress, the hard work, the depression was it really worth going through?” I overthink things that shouldn't even matter, but the thoughts keep coming back, and they won't leave me alone. I always try to make others happy my friends, my loved ones but what about me? What about the things that would make me happy? Since the day I came into this world, it feels like no one has ever truly asked me if I’m okay. Even my own family… they don’t have to say it out loud, their actions show it they don’t care. And realizing all of this makes me spiral even more, especially when it leads me to question my own worth. I just hope that one day, I’ll find the peace I’ve been searching for all this time. And maybe, just maybe, happiness will find its way back to me.
2025-07-29 03:00:45
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gf ni thirdy♡♡ :
i wish my parents knew how hard i try to make them proud
2025-07-29 12:33:43
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Cassie :
I wish my father loves me.
2025-07-31 10:07:25
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천사 ᥫ᭡ :
I wish I was smart like the other students, like they understand the lesson very quickly, but me I need example to understand it, I can't take it anymore, why I was like this, that's not all my friends treat me like a ghost and my parents have favoritism, the way I was just alone criying silently, I wish I was perfect, beautiful, smart, have good friends, why can't I just leave like that, even tho I'm being compared, and they think it always be my fault even tho I don't know what happened, I'm being a people pleaser, I just want a perfect life, they don't even know their words feel me like I'm useless, burden just want to die.
2025-07-29 13:39:47
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😍 ᪲᪲ :
how do I tell my parents their smart daughter is not smart anymore? how do i tell my parents im suffering from social anxiety? how do I tell my parents my friends are the only reason I'm still here? how do i tell my parents their daughter is now failing? HOW DO I TELL THEM IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH☹️😓
2025-07-29 12:35:25
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sharkskzane :
miss my mom, I miss our whole family that bonded, went to church every Sunday, ate together, laughed while eating, I miss our whole family, when mom and dad hadn't separated, if we were still complete, we would be happy now, no problems, feeling at ease, I wish they hadn't separated so that now we two children would be happy, I get jealous every time I see a complete family, and I also get upset every time someone asks me "where is your mom" I envy those who have mothers, and there are complete families, they have both moved on, but what about us children of yours who haven't moved on because I envy those who have complete families haha, I wish you hadn't separated.
2025-07-31 10:04:51
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Tazia :
I'm the older sister, the scapegoat, the family's black cat. The weight of unspoken expectations crushes me; silent criticisms and constant comparisons chip away at my self-worth. I absorb everyone's disappointments, their anger, their unresolved pain. I'm the lightning rod, always struck by the family's storms. I apologize constantly, even when I'm blameless, burdened by guilt that isn't mine to carry. They never saw my pain. Did they ever even ask if I was okay? Their indifference felt like a thousand tiny, agonizing cuts, each one a stark reminder of my isolation, my perceived worthlessness. Their silence was a deafening roar, a constant accusation of my inadequacy. Invisible, unheard, unloved – my pain dismissed, my struggles ignored, my very existence minimized. Then came the cruelest words: "Why are you crying? You're such a fool." The tears I couldn't hold back were a testament to the unbearable weight of it all. "Get your grades up! We don't work hard just so you can fail!" they'd scream. I poured my heart into everything, striving for a single, heartfelt "We're proud of you," a genuine expression of love and acceptance – a validation I never received. Instead, unfounded accusations chipped away at my already fragile spirit, leaving me feeling utterly alone and broken.
2025-07-29 10:44:18
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katdee :
God is Good all the time! remember that he sees you and he heard you 💚 love y'll with the love of the Lord 💚
2025-07-31 09:14:23
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: ່ :
@gf ni thirdy♡♡: i wish my parents knew how hard i try to make them proud
2025-07-31 09:46:24
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kai :
i wish you could see how you emotionaly hurt me,when all i do is loving you.
2025-07-31 09:19:45
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_gwy✧. :
i wish i can go back to the time that I was unbothered. No begging, no anything. But here i am, countless hopes and hoping for a better days. Love is ended scary, okay sa una, magiging malabo sa dulo. It's up to u if susugal kapa or susuko kana. :>
2025-07-29 13:07:03
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Zhyniee_. :
Why can’t i just have a normal conversation with my family?Yes we talk,laugh,joked about something small but a topic they never expect that it would hurt for me—Insecurities,body shamed,it all went in my mind over and over again after crying in nights thinking about it..in mornings greeting them with a smile on my face not wanting to let them see my painful nights and feelings.I love my family but why can’t i just have a single conversation without being hurt? One time when i was around 5 or 6 years old a kid who is—chubby,round face,shy,lazy and always wear sleeveless when going out with my aunt and uncle that made me feel like their own child,my other Uncle came with a topic about my body,They thought it would hurt me..they kept laughing about it how im fat,Lazy,short,and chubby..i kept silent not until my tears were already rolling down on my face.Yes it’s bean years since that happened but,I wasn’t the same Kid after that incident,I became a kid that stopped wearing sleeveless shirts ,croptops,and dresses that i loved wearing when I was little.Became a Kid full with insecurities all over my body,Things I didn’t want in the first place—fats,Dark underarm,Discoloration,and etc everything Other Kid doesn’t have…
2025-07-29 09:28:08
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🧷 :
maybe in another life, i’ll learn to love myself without condition, to cherish my flaws and imperfections, and to see beauty in my own unique journey. Maybe in another life, self-care won’t feel like a luxury, but a necessity, and i’ll prioritize my own happiness without guilt or apology. Maybe in another life, i’ll be kinder to myself, and my inner critic will be replaced with a gentle voice of encouragement and support. Maybe in another life, self-love will come naturally, and i’ll radiate confidence and self-acceptance, embracing my strengths and weaknesses alike. but for now, i’ll take small steps towards self-love, practicing mindfulness, self-compassion, and self-forgiveness, and maybe, just maybe, this life will become the one where i learn to love myself truly and unconditionally.
2025-07-28 16:06:48
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︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ :
I'll pursue her this time. I can, i won't give up.
2025-07-31 09:41:24
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Nut3lla :
Why is the world so cruel and unfair to me? I’m already dealing with so many problems like family problems, acads, being the panganay or being the “good” example, being a slow learner, boy problems, and so much more, why does the world do this to me, everyone sees me as the happy friend, but they never even asked if I was okay. I always comfort people and make them comfortable whenever they feel something that they shouldn’t feel, I always ask if they’re okay, minsan kinakamusta ko sila, but no one ever does that to me, no one asked if I was okay, I mean some people asked but my ah said “I’m fine”, but in reality i’m not, i’m not okay and I will never be okay. I’m so mentally drained, I hate this world, I hate myself.
2025-07-30 11:30:35
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bestfriend_ng_everyone :
why world is so unfair, why am I always a second option can't I be a first option naman. In friendship I gave my very best I gave all my heart to it, but why I'm being optional, why I'm being alone, why I always feel that no one really care about me. I belive that the friendship like in the movies are not for me, because why I'm still being ignored even tough I try to fix it, I taught communication is the key to success, but why can't I have a friend who can treat me like im the only exception. am I the problem? I don't know please tell me 🥺
2025-07-30 13:38:51
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ℓєι :
I’m so disappointed at myself, truly. I promised myself I won’t be a people pleaser, I promise myself that I should also be free not to be controlled all day and everyday, i promise myself to finally be able to say no, I promise myself to not do SH, but it’s always the same coward excuse ‘I’m scared I’ll lose them.’ I don’t get myself always.. just because I look happy and energetic doesn’t mean I could be that person you could control and manipulate, they think they’re not bullying me, but for what I experienced, I’ve suffered since I stepped foot in that school. I can’t argue back, they’re not bullying me physically, but mentally. They always think that my problems are also just a small thing to handle, well it’s not, I’ve done everything for everyone I love, and I’m slowly losing myself everytime I broke those promises I can’t even keep.
2025-07-30 13:08:26
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Shi :
I’m the disappointment, black ship, eldest daughter, failure, worthless. I always ask the lor, why? Why did you kept me alive just to suffer? People always say that I have a purpose, that there is a purpose why I’m alive, why he kept me alive. But what’s the purpose? Up until now I still don’t know ny purpose. I don’t know my capabilities.
2025-07-29 11:58:42
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Prett 🧿 :
wish my mom knew how much she hurts my feelings by her words.
2025-07-29 13:14:36
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mori :
i told him i can wait — and i meant it. i said it with all the patience i could find in myself. because i understand him. i understand the weight he carries, the pressure he’s under, the things he’s building for himself. and i would never want to be the reason he stops. i want him to choose his future over me — i really do. because he deserves something beautiful. something he's proud of. even if it means losing me.
2025-07-29 13:56:39
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. :
I wish I could make it to the honor list and I hope my wishes come true and I hope to be loved by 👤👤
2025-07-31 09:56:12
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stakzu. :
being a slow learner is not easy.
2025-07-30 10:52:34
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☆alteaa♡ :
i wish my parents knew how hard my life is, i wish they would see my worth and effort, i wish they knew how harsh their words are, i just wish i was enough.
2025-07-29 12:50:15
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Mjj♡ :
I hate being easily attached to someone and hard to move on.
2025-07-29 11:43:50
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exoo.lly :
I really really miss my sailor
2025-07-31 08:53:23
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