I tried taking my life 4 months ago I had grabbed my moms gun loaded it and cried then I pulled the trigger the gun jammed the hammer missed the spot and I cried and as I cried I looked down my cross had broken off in the ground facing me i then called up my brother and told him he drove home and broke down the front door and then he ran to my room and kicked down the door and then grabbed me and cried then he grabbed the gun and asked what happened and I told him it jammed and he said thank god and I said it was god I then hugged him I never knew that he loved me so much and then I had to go to a hospital and then got diagnosed with schizophrenia then my dad scolded me but then after 12 years of yelling at me the words I never thought would come out of his mouth was “I’m sorry pa” and I just wana say this and share my story so that other that are going through can read and realize you are loved
2025-07-30 18:00:04
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slushysznn :
These comments.. so yall just like me huh 😞
2025-08-01 07:06:34
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i dont want to man but it hurts bro life genuinely hurts.
2025-07-29 04:03:20
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Amorè <<33 :
Am I the only one crying rn😭?
2025-07-30 05:14:20
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™️ :
this just encouraged me to hold on one more day 😕
2025-07-30 06:19:38
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just j!n :
so... i'm guessing we're here for another day?
2025-07-30 13:36:09
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 :
Needed to hear this one
2025-07-29 05:27:36
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M🤍 :
I instantly started crying
2025-08-01 06:47:12
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Amantle :
I can't be the dead friend
I can't be the dead daughter
I can't be the dead cousin
I can't be the dead student
I can't be the dead lover
I can't be the dead classmate
But I'm so tired
2025-07-30 20:55:55
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Iassac Lopez :
I’m tired guys..really really tired
2025-07-30 12:48:36
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alexussblessed :
you don’t know how much I needed this
2025-07-29 11:13:27
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Jane Holmes :
....and yet. I wouldn't feel a thing....
2025-07-31 02:18:47
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Markhoiii :
like what Bryce Crawford always says, if u dont want ur life j give it to someone who does ✝️
2025-07-29 13:16:47
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siska :
man, im having the worst time of my life and im crying so hard listening to this, thank u so much, i belive that i needed to hear this, because sometimes i forgot that Jesus is closer than i think He is. God bless u all, Jesus is with us even when we fell alone, He is close. ❤️🩹
2025-07-28 17:49:51
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NNG Byakuya. :
this made me cried
2025-07-30 02:04:57
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M3RT1N :
it hurts, i miss her so much
2025-07-30 09:47:48
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zt :
I needed this bro I love youZ
2025-07-31 05:57:46
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JUNIOR ❤️🇿🇦 :
Ay man no long paragraph Jesus loves you
2025-07-30 06:20:54
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Cinnamon :
Anyone's else instantly started crying while listening?
2025-07-30 14:24:47
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𖣂Tk𖣂 :
Reasons why I’m still here because of God and I know he has a big plan for me and for everyone who’s struggling
2025-07-30 14:24:19
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plentykuttazz :
make a grown man wanna cry i feel every word in my heart..
2025-07-28 17:08:20
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Based_Jacob🇻🇦 :
Ah man I wanted to save this to my camera roll
2025-07-30 22:10:42
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Theo.do.re :
But I won't hurt so much anymore...(wish it wasn't a sin)
2025-07-29 23:22:41
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