ky :
i was alone for like 2 years before i got into a rls and the beginning was so scary and lonely like i didn’t know how to be okay with being by myself but as the months went by, as much as there were a lot of tears and doubt abt whether or not i would get the love that i want, that i always felt watching romance movies and wishing i was the girl who gets the boy, i really had to sit & realize i had to be the girl who gets herself first and those two years put a WHOLE lot of things into perspective, the months started turning into growth, and more love for myself, more room to feel and be okay knowing that i am feeling, i had to understand me and myself before i could even begin to let myself let someone love me, i had to know that regardless someone was going to love me for who i am, not who i wanted to be or who i thought i was supposed to be. as lonely and draining as that time alone was, im so glad that i went through that because now i am able to love myself and know that sometimes it’s okay to be alone! and even being in a rls, i still do more for ME, i want to accomplish so many things and travel, and ive been taking baby steps but its been so exciting and rewarding, and having my s/o by my side, makes it so much better because its more motivation, more support, and more love!!! this so long😭😭😭😭
2025-07-29 04:59:03